gah, my emotion life is really bad..let me explain

i was in love for a year with the most amazing person in my life. we dated for around a year, but now she moved and certain facters set us apart. since then i have woken again to a girl i met on a river cruise, my life was happy again! but after trying to contact her again she accused me of stalking her, which hurts because i only sent her two emails?? well now im back to neautral, i love the perfect girl but we cannot be together again due to certain personal factors...well, thats my life..